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I have been thinking about my last update and how I came to the conclusion that I wasn't crazy… besides that after the post I tried to be a "normal" human being and guess what it didn't last long until I realized that I really crazy xD Besides all that I'm going to Japan, I'm leaving Sunday evening and will be away for 10 days :3 I will take some pictures and put them up ^^ I don't really know why I put these journals up since nobody reads them xD In a way I hope nobody reads them >_

it seems that nothing is changing, in the very little spare time i have all i do is reading and playing games.... I'm starting to think i need something different, to keep my mind occupied with or i might go crazy for real....

I found out that being home brings the darkness i have within and the loneliness i fear out and makes me unstable... Besides that i cant stop watching Pewdiepie right before i sleep.Its starting to become an obsession xD